Closing In

Tonight I feel so far away from home
Just 50 miles, but an ocean would be too small
to fill the gap between me and my front door
My feet are cold
The city lights tell me a story that's untold
I need to let go of the old, but not the old

Now I'm driving back
the stars above my head are shining and the sky is black
Pull the plug of this contraption that quickly I've outgrown
This sinking feeling won't leave me alone
I don't want to go home
No longer is this my home